Sunday, September 25, 2022

MT White The Artist’s Fortitude Fame

MT White
The Artist’s Fortitude
Fame




Who am I to write about this topic?

It’s easy to mistake narcissism for fame.

BUT!

In our modern era, it’s easier than ever to develop a degree of fame with a certain niche. The long tail is one feature of the social media world that is both positive and negative. You can reach an audience, but it can also give you a bloated sense of self-importance while also pigeonholing you at same time. For many, this may be enough. I’m reminded of those in my hometown of Bryan, Texas, who thought their position at the local Texas A&M University, or their monopolistic hold on a certain business in the town (like the artist Benjamin Knox who is kind of the unofficial court artist for the university or the local TV sports anchor), in which they wielded their fame with a disproportionate egotism. A couple of examples: 1) Knox allegedly told a co-worker of mine that his signing a document was a big deal with such a repulsive cockiness, she felt need to note it. 2) The local sports anchor, kind of an institution, tried to get a discount on some electronics at a local store by asking (without irony), “Do you know who I am?” Every small town, especially in the South, has their self-declared barons, a big fish in a small pond. Cyberspace is no different.

But it can give you an idea about fame, even if you haven’t appeared on Page Six or TMZ or been chased by paparazzi.

I think many artists want some fame or at the very least are curious about it. When someone tells me, “I don’t care about being famous,” I sense it’s just a protective statement either to not sound narcissistic or just declare themselves morally superior (a form of narcissism).

In a sphere like the arts, where “purity” is valued, it does make sense for one to be suspicious of fame and the famous, thinking they made some sort of devil’s bargain to attain it or (gulp) produced a work so amazingly generic that it appealed to a large number of people. But on the reverse side, one might want to have prestige, its own form of fame, lacking a monetary reward, as David Foster Wallace noted, “If you write philosophy books, you’re basically worrying a whole lot about what other philosophers think, and that’s just about it.”

It’s natural to want a modicum of recognition for your work because, let’s face it, in order to have any degree of influence you must be known by at least the “right” people, whether it be the powerful few or the masses.

Every artist referenced in this book had some form of fame, whether it be in their lifetime or posthumous. The latter case, like Vincent Van Gogh, or Franz Kafka is actually rarer than the former. Some like Dostoevsky, Braque, Gauguin, Fitzgerald or Herman Melville, were known commodities in their lifetimes, but their work became more appreciated and famous afterwards. Others, like Gore Vidal or Zane Grey, had their fame die with them.

I think many artists were inspired by a mass medium at the very least. I started drawing because of comics and to draw characters like Spider-man or Batman. Movies that awakened my sense of visual aesthetics as a teen, like Nikita, Brazil and Blade Runner, were not independent or experimental films but major releases. Up until recently, even the most avant garde work required some form of distribution and promotion in the biggest cities to gain notice. We know about early David Lynch or Stanley Brakhage or Chantal Akerman because someone found their works important enough to promote and distribute them. We know about the likes of Abstract Expressionists like Jackson Pollock because Peggy Guggenheim gave him patronage and got his work displayed at uptown New York galleries. Niche fame, but fame and favor nonetheless; respect given by a certain set.

Most artists want art to be their sole concern, and today this requires income. This income is usually provided by a patron who feels that by paying you their investment will be returned (a publisher, a movie studio, an art gallery, a record label etc.), or a patron who feels they are nurturing a talent that has yet to be fully appreciated (this can be in the form of a person or an endowment or the same entities listed above). In literature, JD Salinger received carte blanche because his books sold but Cormac McCarthy needed grants from endowments to support his writing until his work alone could support him. Jim Harrison got $50,000 from his friend Jack Nicholson. In film, Steven Spielberg got a mostly blank check. Robert Altman and Woody Allen had the favor of certain studio bosses, regardless of box office performance. Someone with money or influence was aware of and appreciated their talent.

Fame, recognition, and the sometimes monetary rewards that follow are very much prerequisites for legitimacy, artistic or otherwise. Example: I gave a female receptionist a copy of an essay I wrote, but she’s yet to read it…and yet, there she is at her desk reading Viktor Frankl because her favorite YouTubers recommended it. Frankl was designated more legitimate and urgent to read than me (someone she personally knows) because of his past and who championed him. Such is life. In the US at least, fame also gives one a form of moral legitimacy, that somehow attaining success legitimizes every other aspect of one’s life, decisions both personal and public (notice how, regardless of respective political or religious belief, when a celebrity expresses their support for said belief, the adherents celebrate it). Actors think their celebrity gives their political views weight. A billionaire like Bill Gates thinks he can lecture about and determine a global vaccination protocol. Billionaires like Ross Perot and Donald Trump thought they should be President. Most self-help and motivational literature is geared towards helping and motivating one to “keep going” in order to achieve their “dreams” (which is success at whatever task). The social media app Cameo features mostly celebrities mostly bequeathing their admonitions to “hang in there”, to respective, unknown individuals, even though they were paid to say it, yet somehow seeing a celebrity mouth the scripted, yet personally directed words, like a cipher, somehow will divine something. As playwright John Steppling observed: “Ambition has replaced curiosity.” And really, that’s why I’ve mainly excluded the platforms of the internet, like self-publishing, streaming, social media etc. These are just mass, electronic extensions of the avenues always available to independent artists. One could always self-publish or self-exhibit, the tools have just become more sophisticated. But it’s rooted mainly in ambition, with success of the respective artist geared on sheer numbers, on volume, the masses determining what is of value (and since when has the crowd been deemed smarter or worthier in determining talent?). It’s all based on ego, meaning it is at the not highest level of engagement and thought but the lowest. Self-publishing used to be called “vanity publishing” for a reason.

Living in the success obsessed results oriented NOW can warp an artist’s work and (excuse the word) motivation to varying degrees. I remember watching a documentary about Karate in Okinawa. During a sparring session, the instructor, a strict, older Okinawan yelled at his British student for concentrating too much on “winning” rather than participating in the natural exchange of Uke (loosely translated as “receiving”), just letting oneself be in the moment of the fight instead of concentrating solely on the knockout blow or winning. Many Japanese arts stress this flow in a sense. In traditional combat sports, like Kyudo, Kendo, or Sumo, there are ceremonial actions that must be performed before the contest. The contest is certainly important but so are the ceremonial rites before. The same with a traditional art like Tea Ceremony. The Maccha prepared is naturally important but so are the rituals performed making it and the rituals of drinking it. It’s an appreciation of the entire flow and unity of things. An artist, purely chasing success, can corrupt this. As novelist Karl Ove Knausgaard noted about his work, “I knew so much about what people liked, I completely lost authenticity in the writing.”

In seeking success, the artist may upset their flow, denying a certain natural course of action, like making something opaque or confrontational (like Abstract Expressionist painting), and persuade themselves to make something easily digestible and “commercial” (like Bob Ross or Thomas Kinkaide). The audience or critics or influencers and their respective opinions will haunt them as they work on their creations. While this is certainly a natural state of affairs regardless—no one exists alone—it can become heightened and all-consuming about pleasing THEM, a (mostly unidentified) mass who the artist will probably never meet or at very most have limited engagement with, and yet, this mass looms like an invisible zombie horde because the artist wants their cash or approval. In our long-tail niche world, it actually might become more warped. The artist might not want to upset their hyper particular audience by going even slightly off-script—you don’t want to anger your core audience. The purity spiral can drain quickly into a struggle session…But we are citizens of this hyper-modern world and therefore are products of its time. We desire fame or at the very least recognition from either those more famous or whom we esteem, seeing it as the gods bestowing us some favor by just looking in our direction. Indie filmmaker and instructor Rick Schmidt, a person very much against the Hollywood system, noted how after all his struggles to make his film 1988: The Musical, he ran into a drunk Dennis Hopper at a film festival and received praise from the famous actor. The climatic reward of going through divorce and financial hardship for a film is a verbal pat on the back from a notorious yet washed-up actor? Whatever helps justify the struggle. To promote Schmidt’s book Feature Filmmaking at Used Car Prices, the copy states how the book is “credited with influencing filmmakers Kevin Smith, Vin Diesel, Tom DiCillo and many others.” The subtext is clear: You read this book, you too could be successful like the aforementioned. Forget the fact the contents of the book betray the back-cover sales copy (the introduction by Ray Carney immediately nukes commonly held notions of commercial filmmaking).

But Schmidt isn’t alone. Whenever I’ve had someone more widely known than myself praise my work, I’m quick to inform family and friends. I have friends who have done the same. It’s just in our nature. If Dennis Hopper said he loved my work, I’d probably say the ends justified the means.

But fame is mostly fleeting. And fickle.

Ire In The Age Of Doom-Posting, Pt. 3

Ire In The Age Of

Doom-Posting, Pt. 3

By Jon Hall

I’m sure at the end of my last entry, some were left questioning what I meant by the “old world” many have fled.

            The “old world”, as vague as it may sound, encompasses a very specific concept. The notion is complex and multi-faceted yet easily represented by the monolithic corporatocracies still standing over U.S. society like undead bastions of a vintage and distant time.

               

Consider this… we have found the secrets to eternal life and immortality, just not for us. Instead, the mascots and logos of the brands we buy will live forever and on.

               

Many speak of progress, but the “old world” has its name for a reason. For instance, another easy representation of the “old world” is Hollywood.

            Hollywood elite claim to be progressive and pioneering of social change. The reality is, the entertainment industry is a hive of manipulators and abusers hidden in plain sight, right under our noses.

            No true “activist” would have stood complicit and knowingly as such traumatic, gross abuses of powers occurred around them in the business. Someone focused a paycheck? Sure... but no activist with any ounce of integrity ever could have.

            Along with Hollywood, a large portion of “mainstream” media (movies, news, socials, television, video games, music) acts as the most versatile apparatus the “old world” has in their arsenal.

            Such “distractions”, mentioned in prior entries, that will occupy people’s minds and dampen any potential urges to think. After all, where’s the need to?

            The “old world” is all that and more. The “old world” is buying into fear, and hostility, and poison. It is the “Us Vs. Them” mentality baked into the headlines of major outlets like CNN or Fox News.

            An effective way in breaking through any programmed conditioning one’s mind might have fallen prey to is switching perspectives of thinking from a global or national level to an individual, personal one.

Face it, you can only change things you control. Duh, right?

            Going by this logic, what sense does it make to worry and stress your mind with unneeded, arbitrary information? You can’t control what the President is doing. Or what China is doing. You can’t control any violence or chaos, either, but it’s still soul-rending to be subjected to.

What you can control is the betterment of one’s self. Better habits, thoughts, and perspectives. Points-of-view not influenced by emotive-baiting headlines and reactionary social media, instead fostered on critical thinking as well as combating bias.

The ones fleeing from the “old world” understand one universal truth: everything has become arbitrary. Nowadays, we do things because we have to, and because we are told.

Down to how we spend our days, we are told to work to pay our bills so we do it. We buy and pay back into a broken system that benefits no average person (only the rich).

 

Is it any wonder of the exodus from this “modern” way of living?




Ire In The Age Of Doom-Posting, Pt. 2 By Jon Hall

 Ire In The Age Of 
Doom-Posting, Pt. 2
By Jon Hall

In PENICILLIN No. 3, I wrote that the symptom of a “programmed” (see also: “brainwashed”) mind is someone that still flocks for comfort under blanket terms like “left vs. right”, “democrat vs. republican”, “fox news vs. cnn”, and so on.

Preying on the vulnerable sensibilities of consumers they brainwashed, media companies manufacture hyper-sensationalized headlines hardwired to shape and form the opinions and views that comprise the political beliefs of their audience. 

A feedback loop if you will.

Politics has long been the primary bait media companies utilize to distract and occupy minds with, therefore politics is illusionary. A veil of smoke and mirrors with tantalizing, mesmerizing colors.

Consider this… the voting booth is often attributed as the only passenger any actual potential working-class Americans have in making changes to society.

 

Obviously: this column is meant for beliefs – even entire ideologies – to be questioned and criticized so “what-if’s” and downright absurd-sounding hypotheticals shouldn’t offend nor be met with any narrowminded perspectives.

               

“What if” we posit that voting isn’t any apparatus of change, instead labor.

The working-class controls the physical manpower enlisted in businesses of billion-dollar corporations nationwide. The working-class acts as the middleman between the American elite and their grubby piles of cash.

Yes, shove a copy of Das Kapital in my face and tell me this is nothing ground-breaking. What one might fail to realize is that the act of thinking critically itself may very well be.

            It’s true, there is no new thing under the sun. Men have thought, pondered, and philosophized on, well… everything for millennia prior to this current moment.

            For the thousands and thousands of years that have transpired, along with the discourse that occurred, one must contemplate that no matter what – perceptions or treading old ground be damned – the generations preceding us were not afraid to think.

            Nowadays? People do their best to get out of doing any thinking... Netflix. Hulu. YouTube. TikTok. A veritable endless dirge of content for anyone, anywhere.

            Everyone has willingly numbed their brains to the point of total apathetic calamity with their dopamine of choice.

Whether it be politics, entertainment, music, art, film, fashion (merely skimming the surface of potential areas of interest), there is truly something for everyone to drown themselves in…         

               

Well? Did you notice how I began to speak in blanket terms and absolutes? It’s persuasive, especially so If you don’t even know what to be on the lookout for.

These no-compromise hypotheticals so blasély established as factual reality by media companies are if anything far more dystopic than 1984 or Brave New World contemplated.

We are living amidst a society enraptured in the throes of “Plato’s cave”. So many (but not all, by any stretch of the imagination) have cozied up and mistook the dank and rough cave walls for grass under their feet, transfixed by the orchestrated and theatrical shadows dancing on the wall before them, hypnotic.

Others, dear reader, like me and you – are starting to notice undeniable truths. Others cannot as easily ignore and shove away the bitter reality sentenced to those held prisoner in the artificial society we’ve been chained to.

Some are beginning to leave the “old world”, and its fear-mongering tactics, behind.



Still Just A Rat In A Cage ▲ by Temple ov Saturn (Joan Pope)

Monday, August 15, 2022

BECOMING A MAN by CHAD CALLAND

Sirs & Madams,

One of PENICILLIN magazine's finest and most committed and most original writers, Chad Calland (though you will know him by a different name, I will perhaps leave you to guess which one!), has just released his very first book 'BECOMING A MAN'.

Click on the cover to buy and read a preview

PREFACE (UNUSED!) to CHAD CALLAND's 'BECOMING A MAN'

"The task of being a man is not easy," says Chad Calland, in these powerful pages in which he guides us on how to be our "best self", and God knows no one at times has made it look harder than Chad. Long thought (wrongly as it turns out) to surely be the illegitimate son of Oliver Reed, England's greatest ever Englishman, Chad Calland, hellraiser, heavy drinker, womaniser, sharp dresser, WRITER, MAN, has been brought to the brink of destruction in his life, until a 'miracle' and an act of mercy saved him at the eleventh hour. In that moment he resolved to save others as he had been saved. Now he explains what it takes to "become a man" in today's world that wants us to fail. "Using your edge to an advantage and using it to gain a foothold." Any man who is lost, and is losing his footing, and feels himself slipping down the mountainside, needs to learn how to find this "edge" and gain this "foothold".

"Our demons grow in the shadows and burn in the light of truth, we cannot face them without discipline, hard work and the will to iron and burn them out. They will attempt to cling on and hold on, we will scream in agony as they attempt to hold on."

BECOMING A MAN has a Nietzschean air to it and Nietzsche is one of my favourite writers ever. I like the kind of almost exultation in Calland's writing, but an exultation not without struggle, a striving for exultation as it were. A hard won exultation. The words are driving, propulsive one might say. Heading for an explosion. "A slow burning fuse approaching its moment of detonation". "Jesus is Great and so am I" graffiti I saw on a subway wall in Nottingham comes to mind.

A stamp with a flaw will be worth millions in years & centuries to come and collectors will travel the world to track it down. A stamp that is perfect is boring and worth almost nothing. If Chad Calland was a stamp he'd be a Penny Black but a Penny Black with something very slightly wrong with it that was posted from a Victorian era Manchester brothel and opium den in a last desperate attempt to communicate to the outside world. A cry for help and a cry to help. And that is what we search the world for. Here is Chad Calland's Penny Black, and here is that letter.

An admirer

Ernst Graf

Wednesday, August 10, 2022

THOUGHTS ON THE FUTURE DIRECTION OF PENICILLIN

It started as a weekly magazine, then became fortnightly, now I think I will no longer commit to any publication schedule at all. I have too many other projects (both my own and helping other people with theirs) that require my time and attention.
    From now on issues will appear just when there is a certain amount of material to justify it. The issues will be smaller, and thinner, but none the worse for that I think.
    So if you are one of those kind people who I have contacted recently and have said they would write something for the magazine, please do send it to me when you have it, and the sooner you send it the sooner I can put it out there. You know who you are.
    One big change I think is artwork. Quite honestly, if the magazine was just words it would take no more than an hour to produce, but it is trying to fit in pictures and format all the writing around the pictures, and caption all the pictures, and crop the pictures so they fit on the page, takes up NINETY-NINE per cent of my time in producing each issue. Reluctantly, therefore, there will be less artwork in the magazine, but I will still love to feature my favourite artists on the cover.
    Who knows, if the magazine becomes easier and quicker to produce, it can go back to being quite regular again.
    Thank you for your attention, and your kind interest. A slimline Issue No.32 might well be out this weekend or next, so if you have anything for it please do send.

Your servant 
Ernst Graf 

Airport Lounge Lizard by Troy Francis

Airport 

Lounge Lizard

Troy Francis

The decadence of airport lounges! Another indulgence I had remained quite ignorant of until I began travelling around Russia with the incomparable Tusk. 

‘If I’m taking regular flights I’m not going to slum it with the plebs’, he said to me one day in July, before signing me into Club Aspire at Heathrow. 

It made sense. Plus Tusk, like many others, had a special deal with a credit card company which meant that he could visit these heliport pleasure palaces gratis, bringing a guest along with him. 

‘It’s economical too,’ he argued. ‘If you add up how much you’re going to spend on food in airports in a year then it makes sense. Plus you can concentrate on work in them too.’

It resonated with me, it really did. I was hearing his message. I have, you see, a somewhat complex relationship with travel. On the one hand, I hate airports and all of the nonsensical rigamarole you have to go through, especially in this new era of extreme caution against the omnipresent disease. But on the other hand, I love the artificiality, the unreality, of airports - the glass and chrome, controlled electronic lighting, ambient muzak, and stores - luxury stores! 

I want to be, I have realised, the kind of man who travels so frequently that he buys all of his clothes in airport branches of Hugo Boss. What a fabulous life that would be! Nothing so organic and earthy as going to one’s local town to shop, but instead, doing all of one’s essential life admin in transit. 

Because if you’re always going somewhere else then you’re never ‘here’, and perhaps by never being ‘here’ you might succeed in escaping from yourself. 

It’s worth a go, anyway.

But under the tutelage of the ever-impressive Tusk, I soon became an airport lounge lizard myself, snagging a Priority Pass card as quickly as possible. 

Well, I have that addictive nature you see - always jonesing for keeping up with the Joneses. 

The Priority Pass card, a digital affair with a nice gold ‘P’ logo, turned out to be the key to so many airfield annexes offering relaxation, free food and drink, and an escape from the massed hordes who throng confusedly outside. We visited many such retreats on our travels, and it was interesting to see how varied they are in quality and opulence. 

I recently sat in a fairly unimpressive lounge at Kiev International Airport (Zhuliany) that looked a little like a student common room. And I will always remember a wonderful little exchange that took place at the Comfort Lounge in Sochi International, a low-key kind of place that nevertheless offered the weary traveller caviar and champagne (always a favourite of mine at breakfast). 

Tusk and I were sitting at a table opposite an old lady who spoke very little English, but who still tried to engage us in conversation. From what we could glean it appeared she was on her way back to St Petersburg, where she hailed from, and she had once been in the navy. 

During a lull in the conversation I drew Tusk’s attention to a particularly attractive female newscaster on the TV screen ahead of us -  of note, I felt, since the calibre of her beauty would be unusual on British television. Tusk glanced at her and then turned to our new friend, the old lady. 

‘Would you?’ he asked, simply. 

The lady, clearly having no idea what he had said, nodded her head enthusiastically. 

Well, such harmless little japes became our stock-in-trade while, as idiotic Brits abroad, we charged around having no clue what most people were saying to us (and probably very little idea what we were saying either). 

But the creme de la creme of international airport lounges (or at least, those I’ve visited so far) must be Malevich Lounge at Moscow Sheremetyevo Airport. As soon as you arrive at the reception desk, a long, curved affair where gorgeous and officious-looking women check your credentials before granting you ingress, this place screams luxury, allowing you to fully inhabit the ‘single, bilingual’ anonymous travelling businessman archetype that has always so fascinated me.  

Arriving at Malevich at 6am you might be forgiven for thinking you’ve instead shipped up at a buzzing members’ club like Soho House, or that you’re at a particularly upscale WeWork. Once you’re past the stern receptionists you enter a cavernous room that is nonetheless well-lit given its floor-to-ceiling windows that look out over the airfield. And on your left, the food buffet counter. 

The big draw for me at these places really is the food. I don’t generally eat breakfast, but when I’ve had to get up at 4am I will cut myself a break. And the spread they lay on at Malevich really is marvellous. Boiled eggs, bacon, sausages, scrambled eggs, cereal, toast, coffee - as much coffee as you can drink - plus a generous selection of fruit juices. Plates of salami and other cured meats. And croissants, and trays of delicate and delicious-looking miniature cakes (the honey cake is particularly tasty). And porridge and tea and milkshake and biscuits, all piled up and all continuously replenished by discreet staff wearing black before the hungry eyes of the assorted upscale Muscovites. 

And as if that wasn’t enough, a bar offering spirits, wine and (once again) champagne. The few times I have visited Malevich it’s always amused me to see how many people there drink  alcohol in the morning, but I suppose I’m just being a bore, what with my irresponsible preference for teetotalism these days. 

And the crowd? A smart set, for sure. Anonymous and wealthy-looking men, the kind who’s money means that they don’t need to bother dressing in anything other than tracksuits and sneakers. Startup-owner types hammering away at silver Macbooks, while grand-looking older women with imperious silver hair look on. Young, affluent families, and - well, this is Moscow - supremely attractive girls. 

I spied one such girl stalking across the restaurant one morning in long black boots and a white jumper dress, her thick mass of brown hair shining down her back. Despite the early hour her skin and eyes were bright, her face full of vitality. 

As it happened she was sitting next to me - I was hunched over the laptop, setting up another video to release to the slavering trolls of Youtube. 

I often counsel men that you should disregard all notions of ‘leagues’, and that just because you think she’s in a higher league than you it doesn’t mean that this is accurate or that you won’t gain traction with her. But this girl . . . well, she looked like a model, and a model with money at that. The kind of girl you’d see coming out of Gucci or Chanel, or perhaps dining at Cafe Bolshoi. Hard to imagine that I would even register on her radar as a prospect. 

Oh well, you have to give these things a go. 

‘Hi,’ I said to her. ‘I was just doing some work, but I couldn’t help but notice you are very pretty’. 

‘Oh,’ she said, and she coloured. ‘Thank you. I am Anya’. 

‘Of course you are,’ I replied. ‘I’m Troy.’

We chatted for a few moments, and - as is often the case - despite the fact that she looked forbiddingly high-class she was sweet and pleasant. She was also on the same flight as me, travelling to London. 

‘To meet my boyfriend,’ she explained. ‘It’s my birthday’ 

‘Many happy returns’ I said. 

I had no reason to doubt that she was in a relationship (it would have been more surprising if she wasn’t) and there seemed no need to prolong our discourse seeing as the flight would soon be called, but I did suggest we connect on Instagram. She readily agreed, before heading off to the restroom. 

When she was gone I checked her profile - 250,000 followers. Elegant shots in upmarket resorts across the world from Bali to the South of France to Mexico. Bikini pics (of course) plus yoga poses and the usual affirmations. She was an influencer with a huge following - an online celebrity of sorts. 

I didn’t bother messaging her, but it was interesting nonetheless to come across one of those Instagram model girls in the flesh and discover that they are human after all behind the fancy filters. Well, such is the life of the newly minted airport lounge lizard. 

Tuesday, August 9, 2022

MT WHITE The Artist’s Fortitude 'Hagiographies'

We continue our serialisation of MT White’s upcoming new magnum opus, The Artist’s Fortitude. It would be impolite of us not to mention this particular chapter first appeared in the esteemed PunchRiot magazine some months ago. I wasn’t going to mention it, but MT felt I should.

MT WHITE

The Artist’s Fortitude

 

Hagiographies


Myth never died. As “reason” and “enlightenment” progress in modernity, myth only expands to all realms—especially to the realm of the artist.

Artists are subject to mythmaking just as much as anyone else, in both work and biography—but really, they’re one & the same. But! As Aristotle said: “the poets tend to lie a lot”. They want their stories, the personal stories they tell, to have a dramatic arc. It’s only natural. I’d say it kind of adds to their allure. In “The Magical Chorus”, Russian musicologist Solomon Volkov points out how many Soviet era artists, like film director Andrei Tarkovsky and poets like Anna Akhtamova, Yevgeny Yetvushenko, and Joseph Brodsky, willfully created and participated in their own mythmaking (Yetvushenko, for example, told everyone he was born in a village called Zima Junction because it sounded more “poetic” rather than Nizhneudinsk—the actual village in which he was born). It’s only natural…

There are the stories about “overnight” successes: Sylvester Stallone wrote “Rocky” in two days; Joe Eszterhas wrote “Basic Instinct” in just 10 days then sold it for $3 million; Michael Des Barres wrote the song Obsession in 10 minutes and it made him “at least” $3 million; Quentin Tarantino used to work at a video store until he directed “Reservoir Dogs”…

The problem with success hagiographies, and artist myths in general, is there’s a great chance artists will be aware of them. And they are informing not necessarily with faulty information but with information out of a certain context, a context formed to cater to the emotional masses, selling them a romantic story to build their legend (what does it matter to the average Ivan where Yevgeny Yetvushenko is really from?). This is true outside the creative sphere as well. In business, knowing about the “genius” of Steve Jobs makes me more loyal to the Apple product. It’s why we rarely hear about the Apple III, the NeXT computer (a 10-year concern for Jobs) or Pixar originally intended as a hardware company—all failures Jobs oversaw. And if we do hear about them, it is always in the context of how the failure led to success. Same goes for someone like George Lucas: Knowing about his struggles making the first “Star Wars” film (“Everyone was against him,” “No one thought Science Fiction was a viable genre”, “no one believed in the film”, “he didn’t have the budget he needed to really make the film he envisioned” etc.), helps me enjoy its success and the movies all the more.

But as an artist, a lonely, atomized artist, it can cause disillusion because I haven’t experienced same.

This kind of leads into another type of hagiography, that of “The Artist as Saint” or “blessed personality”. Actually, there’s no clear lines here. The “success myth” blends a lot with the “blessed personality” myth. “They are (were) a genius,” being a common refrain among friends and collaborators, waxing nostalgic with anecdotes about how exciting and enlightening it was to work or meet with them, the halos only glowing more and more in the literary and filmed portraits that follow in the artist’s wake. A recent example of this is the film “The End of the Tour” about novelist David Foster Wallace, which Bret Easton Ellis called “reverential to a fault.” Ellis used his review of the film to note how it ignored the darker side of Wallace, “the contemptuous man, the sometime-contrarian, the asshole with an abusive side, the cruel critic.” An obstacle for hagiographies like this film is having to explain the dark events of real life, like Wallace’s suicide, while keeping the halo lit. So, their handling is a portrayal of Wallace as, in Ellis’ words, of a man “too sensitive for this world,” whereas Walter Kirn contends the suicide was a result of David Foster Wallace hating “being David Foster Wallace,” (meaning he couldn’t enjoy or obtain the fringe benefits of fame—like money and women). But the film is just fiction, just a story…

A documentary example of this type of hagiography is “A Constant Forge”, about independent film pioneer John Cassavetes. Ray Carney, an authority on Cassavetes and participant in the documentary called it all “a joke”, trying to “sell us this sentimental soap-opera version of who Cassavetes was. It’s not true. It’s a fairy-tale account,” noting the doc omitted mention of his negative personality traits resulting in “the rankest of hero-worship. Cassavetes has no shortcomings and flaws. He has no tangibility, no reality.”

Why is this kind of documentary bad for the aspiring artists who watch? Carney again: “Young filmmakers will watch this movie and fall for its lies. And then they will think they are not right or normal, because their lives are not this way.”

Once again, disillusionment for the artist raises its ugly specter when consuming this type of hagiography, usually in a sea of confusion, because their watching may be at cross purposes with the intent of the documentary. In the case of “A Constant Forge”, Pioneer commissioned the documentary to promote a planned home video set of the director’s work, then Criterion added it to their DVD box set—it was just intended to promote and amplify enjoyment of a product, not inspire budding filmmakers. Whereas the success hagiography (the Lucas example) makes one feel they are falling short in a material or status sense, the “blessed personality” hagiography makes you feel you’re just a failure as a human. In a sense, this latter type may be more dangerous. You question your own life as being lacking or worthless, possibly leading to believing your life is worthless, therefore thinking you have no worthwhile art.

Many a time, these types of hagiographies are concocted by outsiders looking in. Would Lucas, Cassavetes or Wallace write their personal autobiographies as hagiographies? Probably not, but at the same time, they or their estates carefully stage manage the presentations before they even agree to participate.

Because being candid and revelatory about one’s past can open one up for trouble. When F. Scott Fitzgerald wrote “The Crack-Up” for “Esquire”, his honest three-part essay about his mental collapse, he received nothing but criticism from the likes of John Dos Passos and Ernest Hemingway. The latter said it, “seems to almost take a pride in his shamelessness of defeat…I always knew he couldn’t think—he never could—but he had a marvelous talent and the thing is to use it—not whine in public.” 

Both Fitzgerald and Hemingway died from complications from alcohol. Fitzgerald, himself a football player and soldier, is regarded historically as the more tragic yet fragile figure. Hemingway, who marketed an image as tough guy, maintains that image posthumously though he’s the one who committed suicide and enjoyed playing the role of female in the bedroom…

When someone is frank, like Fitzgerald or Joe Eszterhas in his memoirs, it can have a helpful, almost therapeutic effect. One can find inspiration knowing they are not alone in whatever they are struggling with. St. Augustine—an actual saint—pioneered the autobiographical form, being honest about his failings in his “Confessions”.

Of course, when talking about “failings”, there is a danger of falling into a synography—actually, artists today tend to veer closer to this form when discussing their lives, almost taking a masochistic glee in how “bad” they behaved. “The Dirt”, a film about hard rock band Motley Crue takes a hedonistic joie de vivre about their party lifestyle. Henry Miller’s semi-autobiographical novel “Tropic of Cancer”, has the author hilariously describe his sexual escapades through France while also lamenting his pathetic character. Even in fictional form, the film “Sideways”, based on a novel by Rex Pickett, has the novelist protagonist portrayed as close to pathetic schlub with only scant redeeming qualities (and his actor friend in the film receives same treatment). In both books and documentaries about Dennis Hopper, a majority of the discussion about the actor/director revolves around his drug use and “wild behavior”, like firing guns in hotel rooms with flaming mattresses flying out the window, or hitting on his daughter’s classmates at her high school graduation. It’s at times both equally horrifying and entertaining, but ultimately depersonalized, also dispelling any sense of tangibility and reality. Discussing how “bad” someone is just a direct inverse of only discussing how “good” someone is. Both are forms of propaganda. Being a bad boy who can do no right is just as fallacious and damaging a story as the good boy who can do no wrong. Just as the hagiography can make the artist feel they are not “right or normal” so can the synography—if I’m not “bad” or “crazy” enough, maybe I’m not really exploring and flexing my creative juices. Just another form of insecurity and disillusionment…

And of course, the thing about artist hagiographies is you’re eventually going to find out the truth if you dig deep enough, and what then, when the façade is broken?

BUT!

As Fitzgerald wrote in The Crack-Up: “Of course all life is a process of breaking down…“

The image of holy artist shattering can have an adverse side effect—at least it did for me: I started exploring the cinema of Andrei Tarkovsky after reading an article about him in a “filmmakers of faith” section on the “Christianity Today” website. The summary wasn’t a bio, just a brief discussion of his films and how related to his faith. I just projected/assumed the fundamentalist Christian values common to someone living in the southern United States. “Sculpting in Time”, Tarkovsky’s meditation on his life and work, written before his death, didn’t really betray this image of sainted filmmaker—neither did his solemnly titled diary collection “Martyrology”. But obsessive that I am, I dug deeper into his life. He was far from a saint. He had priapic tendencies to say the least. He left his first wife, an actress, for another woman, also an actress, and impregnated another woman in Sweden before he died. On the set of his film “Stalker”, he maliciously demeaned the celebrated cinematographer Georgi Rerberg, eventually firing him. In fact, the film had to be shot three times, with three different cinematographers, basically due to Tarkovsky’s recklessness, and even though his patron at Mosfilm, Fedor Ermash, did everything to help Tarkovsky finish the film, the director lambasted him in “Martyrology”. For all his lamenting of materialism in “Sculpting in Time” and his films, he basically defected to the West, renouncing his Soviet citizenship, leaving his son behind in Russia, mainly for material reasons (some say due to pressure from his second wife). His friend and cinematographer Vadim Yusov met him in Italy, shocked at the loud, stylish clothes his friend now wore. One collaborator noted Tarkovsky was weak and indecisive in all aspects of his life except his art. Maybe his early death at age 54 led to this hagiography overtaking this image? After the director’s death, Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn criticized Tarkovsky’s “Andrei Rublev”, bringing outrage in the Third Wave Emigrant community. “Tarkovsky, it turns out, had been deified,” wrote Solzhenitsyn.

Was I disappointed to discover this information? An understatement. Maybe the disappointment comes from viewing works that are so “high”, it is hard to fathom the artist living a life so “low”. But it’s a part of life. We want icons to admire, even as artists, a life to aspire to. When I discussed a previous relationship with someone I mentored, she asked that I refrain from talking about it. “I don’t want to think any less of you.” Why, in our imperfection do we want others to be perfect? Is it because the mirror image of our own likeness is so awful that we want there to be someone better, someone higher? We want the potential of that hope to be fulfilled? Could it be, we want to escape the mundane mix of good and bad that permeates our existence?

In regards to Tarkovsky, I do know one thing that does not betray his life and image: His films. His characters usually have a passive quality about them, almost taking on the role of martyr. In “Andrei Rublev”, the title character—an artist and monk—is tempted into sex with a naked pagan woman. A young man lies about his credentials as a bell-maker to get a royal commission—yet, he succeeds and it brings him to tears. In “Solaris”, the lead can’t stop his ex-wife from continually committing suicide—a metaphor for the memories that haunt us? At the start of “Stalker”, the title character leaves his wife and child to fulfill his “mission” of escorting people to the alien and mystical territory of “The Zone”—only to return disillusioned. In “Mirror”, the director’s most autobiographical film, a dying man recalls his past (his estranged wife played by the same actress who plays his mother) in the intersection against the bigger backdrop of Russian culture, history and faith. Tarkovsky’s father (who left him at an early age) was a poet. And in a way, his own way, Tarkovsky’s films are poetry too. The poetry of a flawed human trying to piece things together through cinematic imagery, echoing philosopher Lev Shestov’s observation: “Men reveal the most painful and significant truth only when not speaking directly about themselves.”

One documentary featuring Tarkovsky, “Rerberg and Tarkovsky: The Reverse Side of ‘Stalker’”, almost acts as a harmatography, or character assassination, in order to make the great cameraman Rerberg look like a martyr himself. These sorts of portrayals are legion as well. A clear example is the documentary “Overnight”, about director Troy Duffy, which is edited to make him appear as the most hateful and egotistical person to have ever lived as he tries to realize his film “The Boondock Saints”. These works are trying to topple the idols, so to speak, whether it be their artistic acumen (like Pauline Kael trying to diminish Orson Welles’ contributions to “Citizen Kane”) or just portray them as horrible people to almost delegitimize their work (how many articles have been written about Picasso abusing his seven muses?). Solzhenitsyn himself was the object of scorn in books published in both Russia and the West. His first wife, Natalya Reshetovskaya, wrote a memoir (Sanya) portraying him as an overbearing, egomaniacal womanizer who forbade her to bear children because it would interfere with his writing. Olga Carlisle, who smuggled Solzhenitsyn’s “The First Circle” and “The Gulag Archipelago” into the West and translated them into English, wrote her own pejorative memoir about her dealings with him.

Many artists have questionable events in their past both personal and political. JD Salinger, Elvis Presley, Roman Polanski, Woody Allen, Fyodor Dostoevsky—all had more than questionable pasts with underage girls. Ezra Pound and Louis-Ferdinand Céline supported Fascism. Boris Pasternak and Dmitri Shostakovich pledged support and wrote odes to Stalin. TS Eliot and Walt Disney were anti-Semites. Valerie Solanas shot Andy Warhol for a reason. Nobody is perfect.

The problem with harmatologies is the budding artist, depending on the fragility of their ego, may become incredibly self-conscious in their actions and artistic practice, afraid of what others may say about them—especially in this very public social media age. This is probably the reason why many err on the side of masochistic synographies, whether bragging or mourning their “bad” behavior—there’s more than a bit of narcissism involved, but it’s better to promote and manage this information yourself, getting out in front of others who will use it for their own agendas (“Art School Confidential”—a film where an aspiring artist accepts accusations of him being a serial killer in order to achieve fame is a good satire of this inclination).

Harmatologies are usually the product of a scorned party or an uninvolved participant. The former are understandable, whether it be for political reasons (the KGB published and most likely wrote Reshetovskaya’s memoir to get at Solzhenitsyn) or personal (the producers of “Overnight” were former friends of director Duffy). Reading or watching a work like this provides a thrill, like reading a gossip column for juicy details omitted from hagiographies, almost a pornography of information. The latter type of harmatography, written by the uninvolved, like a “scholar” or journalist, are more malicious, a product of Pharisees judging a life or work they had no part in. They are just jealous, or fearful, of both the potential of a work and facing their own mediocrity.

An artist must live in order to create. Harmony Korine advised that artists should explore extremes. I don’t think a creative type can help but explore extremes whether they be sexual, chemical, religious or ideological.

In the example of Fitzgerald, being honest about one’s life and struggle can be a dangerous act. It upsets both admirers and detractors—basically everyone—for opposite reasons. They’re angered by either the extremes of love or hate being upturned, at the disturbance of myth—whether it be that of saint or sinner—because in the end most desire myth, an escape from the turbulence and chaotic nuance of this life. They don’t desire a reminder. Fitzgerald: “and there are always those to whom all self-revelation is contemptible, unless it ends with a noble thanks to the gods for the Unconquerable Soul.”

But the work outlives bad press. The only thing that stands the test of time—if it stands the test of time—is the artistic work (a film like “Star Wars” looks more antiquated by the day). As Terry Gilliam said amidst the troubled production of “The Adventures of Baron Munchausen”: “I think my priorities are right. I will sacrifice myself or anyone else for the movie. It will last. We'll all be dust.”

Thursday, August 4, 2022

MICHAËL POTIER

This grandiose bitterness on the wild breasts of the poet! the bitch spat her amniotic fluid in my dead face, I want to blow the blood of passion on the meat of the rabid females of the city, a platonic coitus with my mother.

MICHAËL POTIER

MICHAËL POTIER


The fire of a dreadful night has crushed the bones of my jaw, I expel a stinking turd all stuck with rage, my face decomposes in the excruciating light of the lavatories, a melancholy mud covers my obscene body, and in a biblical burp I vomit the shit out of my bowels.


MICHAËL POTIER

MICHAËL POTIER

The fog like a thick wall, destroyed in this immensity, I have burning flesh, I think of the negro spirits of music, of the carrion lying in a bed of blue roses, a black bird comes to blow its sadness into my belly.

Wednesday, August 3, 2022

IRE IN THE AGE OF DOOM-POSTING by Jon Hall


Ire in the Age of Doom-Posting

By Jon Hall 

 

Yes, fellow cultured soul (you must be if you’re reading this mag!), I’m here to tell you that – unfortunately – we’re doomed.

Unequivocally, too, as it seems! Global temperatures are rising, which in turn will raise sea levels and submerge the coasts of numerous continents, causing significant impact to life. Prices, interest rates, inflation, and debts have also increased in recent years.

People hold polarizing views and don’t seem willing to compromise an inch on them. Even when presented with something as simple as a counterargument (the very hallmark of any productive debate!), people willfully double-down in factually skewed echo chambers. The fracture dividing our society will soon be a gap we can no longer bridge.

 

Except… No, actually not!

 

To break free in the age of “doom-posting”, one first must realize there is much to profit from financially when it comes to exaggeratory naysaying. Consider this… if instead of focusing on negatives in the introduction I opted for a more positive viewpoint – would you have continued to read this far?

That may sound accusatory, but the question is posed for one to reflect. It’s no secret, people love tragedy. It’s no stretch to say that internationally, news media companies wheel and deal heavily – sometimes exclusively – in tragedy.

The more sensationalist the better. Nothing but ultra-shocking, mind-numbing, chaotic headlines to those consuming – driving ratings (clicks) and money in return. From the outside, one can easily ascertain the relationship between news media and its audience as a regurgitating vicious cycle.

Gory, gaudy news sells. Without a demand, logically there would be no supply, right? However, as complicit as the audience may seem in this cycle, the proverbial well has been tainted.

The average person, after the constant assuage of doom-posting (be it television or internet or news or social media), gave in after the prolonged exposure. Like test subjects, they were trained to subconsciously – and constantly – pick only the bad from the good.

After constant doom-posting, people came out from it programmed. Easily and often, it’s overlooked that the human mind is programmable.

You see that notion in full force today when you encounter someone that still buys into the notion of “left vs. right”, “democrat vs. republican”, and so on.

The problems of the U.S. are no longer confined to the institution of politics because simply put, U.S. politics is fakery. Furthermore, why wouldn’t news media take opportunities to spew inflamed rhetoric and get a witless audience hooked to their clickbait headlines for profit?

 

We’ve veered off far, so let’s bring it back...

 

To conclude, no matter how programmed one’s mind may be, it can always be “reframed”. Thinking and perception can always be altered.

Re-framing one’s mind may include focusing on individual actions (things you can change) instead of national events (things you can’t change). It’s more important than ever to identify attitude and energy as vitally crucial to not only success – but longevity and efficacy.

Many Americans are simply OK with being told how and what to think, falling prey to believing that anyone has that moral authority over them.

If a potential re-framing is to have any integrity to it, the urge and will to break the conditioning and re-take your own mind can only come from within, only when one decides they are ready for such metamorphosis.



Tuesday, August 2, 2022

THE CORRESPONDENCE OF ERNST GRAF & M.T.WHITE on the subject of V for VENDETTA & GUY FAWKES

 THE CORRESPONDENCE OF ERNST GRAF & M.T.WHITE 

on the subject of V for VENDETTA 

& GUY FAWKES


EG Friday 5th November 00:31

Have you seen this film? 

It's on at my local repertory cinema tomorrow and I'm curious to see it, with it turning Guy Fawkes into a world famous 'face' but I'm sure the cinema will be packed which I do not like.


MT 02:08

I have seen. And I hated it. Real pretentious piece of shit that somehow equates gay and Islamic persecution. Alan Moore, who wrote the original comic, also hated it.


EG 02:29

Yes just watched trailer, pretty risible, and Moore refused to have his name on the credits or take any royalties!

Think only extraordinary thing about it is the power it gave globally to the previously parochial English Guy Fawkes - every year now all round the world there are the ‘million mask marches’, everyone wearing that iconic Guy Fawkes mask.

It absolutely fascinates me the fact Guy Fawkes still 'lives' and has this cultural resonance more than 400 years after his failed attempt at 'terrorism'. This is why November 5th means so much to me.


MT 02:36

It certainly is fascinating. I drove by a protest outside a Scientology branch and all the protestors wore that mask. Quite a surreal sight. I actually knew about Guy Fawkes Day before that film ever cursed our screens, because it is celebrated in New Zealand, where my family lived for a few years. My father always mentioned it as the oddest holiday.

But if Fawkes was successful, we might not have the King James Bible, which as far as language goes, is just as influential as Shakespeare. So it’s quite a fateful day for writers who use English, eh?


EG 03:33

There are so many levels to Guy Fawkes.

Such an ambivalent or dare I say multivalent cultural figure. We burn his effigy on bonfires to celebrate his torture 400 years after the event. Yet the Fawkes mask is a popular symbol of heroic freedom and dissent. 

Absolute right what you say about the KJB and Shakespeare. If you stopped people in the street and said to them can you quote me anything from the KJB or Shakespeare almost everyone would say they know nothing of either, yet without knowing it undoubtedly quote from both every single day of their lives. So many expressions from both have entered the language as common parlance without people knowing their original source. 

The phrases and idioms of MT White and Ernst Graf will I believe be similarly ubiquitous in centuries to come. (I feel another 'correspondence' is coming on.)


MT 04:04

I can’t imagine someone not knowing the King James Bible or Shakespeare! Actually, I can, sadly. But I grew up with both, and don’t want to think of a life otherwise.

I agree, the phrases and idioms of Ernst Graf and MT White will outlive us, even build a legend unheralded thanks to a power that gives “exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us”.

And likewise, our correspondences will be studied in schools, or back alleyways of a totalitarian state, or both.


I didn’t say it to MT but hundreds of thousands of these Guy Fawkes masks are sold every year, which must make it (covid face nappies aside) the best-selling mask of all time, and every dime & cent of it goes to...Time Warner. In his current state I feared if I’d said this to MT now it would have broken him once & for all, so I didn’t. This is friendship.




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